"Un lieu ou tout est soufflé, [...] tout sauf la pauvre terre palpable." John Berger, Le Monde Diplomatique 2/2009
I've done something, ... and I'm not really proud of it. A kind of bad thing. Not really "bad", as it's just my own feeling about it, and nothing else. I could feel it as a "bad" thing, and somebody else will say to me that was ''fucking amazing''. Somebody said me that. "Putain mais ca demonte"
Anyway, I don't feel confortable with that, and I knew it. I knew it, as from the very beggening. 6 hours after it start, I was already talking about it. I said: "I know me, it's not a good idea." Something like that. Yes, defenitly, I knew what was happening
Few weeks later, I regret my behaviour. It's not really as a "regret". ut I'm not confortable with that. I shouldn't do that. Not like that.
I started to read world wild news.
The last article was talking about a piece of life and a lot more. Espacially a kind of energy between everything, and the ground. The experience of the ground. That's what I'm looking for, that's what I love, and what I want to share.
Soon, I will walk.
